Tomorrows agenda....suicide mission at its finest!

So thats a big fat lie, well part of it, the title suggests something quite exciting, I can assure you, it really isn't, not at all, but I'm excited.

So........I bet you're just dying to know what it is, ha. Doubtful, but anyway, I have just agreed to run round the park tomorrow at 5:30, which is fine......I have to say though, I have already been booked to run round the De'Vere at 6:15, which put together is around 5miles, 2 more than I have only just managed to do without stopping! OH MY GOD! what have I done...

Well the challenge has been set now, so I must do it, and I will feel amazing if I manage it, so I gonna try my damnedest. If I haven't blogged again by tuesday ring the authorites, I may be dead. In fact scratch that, ring Misty, she'll know where to look.

I'm sooo dramatic, I'll prob be just fine, at best, I will do it and be chuffed to bits with myself, and at worst, I'll have to do stop starts round the De'Vere with Pete and Della and just let Misty and myself down, but at least I'll have tried.

Watch this space for updates xx

Oh and btw I have noticed my spelling and grammer seems to be back on form, I'm using capital letters and everything.

ooo, and I've just remembered, I've found my sports bra which will be way more comfortable! I just hope it still fits.

Day 26: My favourite books

Now this one I can actually answer without fumbling round some excuse, as I do read alot, this may be a loooong list, we shall see. I (apparantly shamefully) admit that I am currently reading Paul O'Grady's autobiography, which is wonderfully funny, but then I love him, and I miss Buster, such a shame.

Being the 25 year old child that am, Harry Potter is top of the list (I am sure if you know me, or in fact even heard of me, you will know that I am a mahoosive Potter geek). I'm not sure which is my favourite book, the first had to be amazing, because, well it's the first. But I think the Order of The Phoenix is prob the best for fight scenes, shame the film really didnt live up to the book on that.....they tried, somewhat.

My favourite author is actually Raymond Feist (which reminds me, I think he has a new book out that I don't have). I have read (and own) nearly all of his, and theres alot, they all relate somehow, apart from all being set in the same world, characters appear in one set from others, even if they are hundreds of years later. But then you expect that from wizardry I guess.

And finally I love The Fifth Sorceress by Robert Newcomb, more magicy stuff. It's soo good, and really graphic in places. Its the first one of a trilogy, and all three are amazing, and I'm pretty sure there's a second trilogy that carries on the story but I'm struggling to get them, or at least I was last time I looked.

Well I think thats a pretty comprehensive list, there are more, but must not bore people I guess.
On a side note, I feel dreadfully hungover today, which is all kinds of bizarre seeing as unless someone spiked my 37p bottle of lemonade last nite, I havn't touched a drop of alcohol since friday night. (Maybe all the wines and martinis that I wasn't going to have has caught up with me).

Until the next....goodbye :) x

Oh, and I think this may be a good post to say.....I do believe in dragons....

Day 25: A letter to someone you judged by their first impression

Yes I can count, I didnt like day 24 so decided not to bother, and its my blog, so I can do what I want.

So, todays blog, hmm. This is actually quite hard, and for as long as I can remember I try to give people the benefit of the doubt and not judge them by first impression, I guess I hope that people will be just as forgiving with me, because I know that I am not my best all the time,so neither are others, its only fair to give people a chance.
Well, im barely into this post and already failing miserably.

Oh well, I think I'll leave it there and just admit defeat on this one, I am soo rubbish at times. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

However, I am having the most excellent week, and its not even finished yet, so I can cope with failing on this one :)

Day 23: Share your favourite tune

oooh I have many. I go through phases and I will generally have a couple of songs at one time that I will just play on repeat until I hate it. At the moment its 'Guy what takes his time' and 'Something's got a hold on me' from the burlesque soundtrack, but thats mainly because I can dance sexy(ish) to one, and the other has words which are fitting for me at the moment. However I do have some songs that I always love and always go back to.
I love this,  I just do,

I also love Fishermans Daughter from the Waifs, I get bored of it from time to time and pick another favourite, but I think its my all time fav of theirs. unfortunately I dont think theres a good copy of it on the net :(
Wow, I could list loads, 'Famine' by Xavier Rudd, 'Good Excuse' and 'Zebra' from John Butler Trio.

I also love this, this version only, I find it very touching. (only need to listen till about 2mins 15secs)

Im sure theres many others, but this is the list for now

hello again world

teehee, not been on here for a while, iv not kept up with the 50day challenge, i do fully intend to get back on that.
I am pleased to say that I am well and truly over the looser that obv thought I wasnt worth fighting for, its funny, he always used to tell me he loved me, but words mean nothing unless backed up by actions, so thats all they were, empty words. I just need to get my stuff back, I want my cane, i love it, and he has it, bah humbug.

I am also very pleased to report some big achievements of the last seven days. I graduated today, passed my degree, with honours with a 2:2, couldve done way better had I applied myself and not had a massive fight on my hands trying to prove that I was brilliant, and not just mental, it went unnoticed needless to say. (actually, maybe i am more mental than brilliant, but hey dont piss on my bonfire)
I also ran race for life last thursday, well i jogged it, but ran the whole 5k (a little over 3 miles) without stopping, even drank some water while jogging, and didnt chuck it all down my front, so thats a bonus. I hope my nana is proud
I also weighed myself this morning, dads scales say I weigh abou 9st9lbs so im going down, woop woop.im on my way.

Generally, life is looking up at the moment, i have a date on friday (I know, whitwoo) and feel it deserves a mention as the victim reads my blog, or has read it at least (dear lordy). To be very fair, im suprised hes read this and still likes me, but hey, stranger things have happened at sea. He did say he cant cook....maybe he just wants me for my cookery skills...hmm :)
oh, and i drew a logo for a friend and he likes it, he didnt ask for it, i just saw the mostrosity that one of his friends had done for him and thought, damn i could do better than that, so i did...go me

right i best be off, iv left myself hardly any time to make myself look pretty for tonights celebratory events.
Over and out, love and hugs xxx

ps, spelling, punctuation and grammer has taken the day off today :)

Day 22-A photo that makes you happy

Looking through my photos on facebook theres a few that make me smile. However the one below shows the happiest I have been in ages, was such a great nite, and I really felt accepted. Made many new friends that nite aswel, and I was quite happy to act the baffoon, as you can tell.

Day 21-My favourite tv program

Well I have many.....
My favourite trashy programmes are Gok's fashion fix.....I LOVE Gok!!! and Supersize v Superskinny.
In terms of in depth programmes there are loads I just devote lots of my time to....
Supernatural
Vampire Diaries
Sanctuary
Fringe
Eureka
Warehouse 13
Merlin
Primevil

and they are just the ones that are still running, I am constantly on the lookout for a new supernaturally type programme to watch, and have finished many series that have been canned, or just run its course (such as LOST and The 4400)

Day 20-A letter to someone that changed your life

Dear Andrew
Well, what do I say, you totally wasted a massive chunk of my life, and I can't say I remember any part of it fondly. You treated me terribly, hit me, spat at me, stole from me....but I lived through it, and will never make the mistake of trusting someone like you again. I lost all the confidence I ever had because of you, no-one ever ran me down like you did, and it has only been in the last couple of years that I have gained some of that confidence back.
However I now think I am a much stronger person now than I was before, but I shan't thank you for that, it was a lesson no-one should have to learn in that manner.
The only grace I have from you is my dog, u took me to pick her up, granted you threatened to take her when we finally split, but she was my dog, and I wasn't about to let anyone take her away from me.
I really seriously hope that someone hurts you the way that you hurt me, what goes around has to come around, and if it hasn't yet, it most surely will, and I never wish badly upon anybody.
I wish I could erase that time from my mind, I really do, I always try and live by the idea of no regrets, but I truly honestly regret pretty much every moment wasted on you
Emer

Day 19- Whatever takes your fancy

I have a major thing for vintage dresses, I bought one about an hour ago off ebay, I cannot wait for it to arrive....
unfortunately though I cannot post a pic on here as ebay doesnt let u copy pictures :(
I have alot of them now, I havent worn any yet!

Day 18-Share or set a goal

Well considering the crappy time I am having this week, I think I need to set a whole bunch. And loosing that someone special is always, to me anyway, a time to change so lets start a list.

1. Loose some more weight, I still weigh over 10 stone! Not happy about that, so lets say get down to 9 stone 5 by my birthday, thats the 26th Nov, so about 12lbs to lose in 6 months, thats achievable.
2. Learn to walk in heels, silly one I know but I hate having lots of lovely high heels and never being able to walk in them.
3. Sort out all my crap and sell it off, I have so much stuff, I do not need it all, lets try and get this done by September.
4. Get fit, I'm so pathetic, I can barely run a few metre before becomming a wheezy mess.

That'll do for now, I know they arent all goals as such, but they are prompts for me to try and sort my life out somewhat.