Well I'm like a week behind, so for the next few days I will do two a day to get back on track. Had a super busy and slight;y depressing week. Was hoping my degree was pretty much done now, however, the deadline has been moved so got a few more weeks yet, oh well.
Now in terms of someone I hate or has hurt me, I can think of a few.......who to write to.
Well lets begin....
Dear 'someone'
You will never know how much you hurt me, I will never let you see. I did everything you ever wanted me to, even when I felt you longer wanted me around.
You say that I betrayed you, in fact you accused another of betraying you also, yet you seem to have accepted her back into your life as if it was nothing, but I am still here, never given the chance to defend myself, never given the chance to explain myself, never given the chance to make peace.
I feel like I want to confront you, ask you why you feel so strongly against me, but you frighten me immensely, and the thought of you glowering over me while I stutter over my words meekly and try and justify interrupting your day to settle this blows all the courage out of me. I am a strong person now, yet around you I would feel so small.
One day I will pluck up all my reserve and come and speak to you in person, and I hope that we can resolve our issues once and for all, and then I can be at peace.
Regards
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